Thursday, April 29, 2004
I saw a harpist; now let's get this straight...she was not a harpy by any stretch of the imagination, but a harpist.
I was not pissed but I wrote a poem about her
. First draft..needs refining. Now if i was really clever I would make the form of the poem the shape of the harp.
Mmmmm there's a thought.
Here it is:
Harpist in Spring
When Delath seated herself
she planted her feet not in rich loam
but either side of the three-legged instrument
Like a spinner at the wheel.
Pulling the resisting frame back into her embrace
She spun magic
From long strings of winter.
Caressing silver strands and coaxing melody from Springs long past.
The harp sang
as she wove her spell of warmth, sunlight and dew covered valleys,
shining green hills, with bright streams.
Dust motes danced around, fairies in the haze.
Spring skipped into our room with calm and quiet
and the certainty of new starts.
We listened in silence, robing ourselves anew in ancient tongues,
melody whispered from aeolian harps long gone.
Two delicate hands sounding like many instruments.
Pegged and veneered.
One speedy as the returning swift
The other slow and sensuously paced.
Let the ancient song flow
Engorged streams
Fast and bright
Filling the hall with spring.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
another sad poem
Closure
He said yes its over i met someone else
you did
you did the things you said
were they real?
Were they lies no
i meant them
you know I did
I know you did
you did
times change
they did
they did
you broke my heart
Did you make me up?
you do get some weird things in your head
I did
I did
I got you in my head
good grief woman get a grip
I did
I did I got you in the grip of my heart
Making Sense
In ashes of a doomed encounter
No spark
Vision blurred
Fire quenched by
Tears?
Or foresight?
Memory's betrayal, smoke
Pervades all I touch, everyone
I love.
Always in the embers
Guilt.
Is passion ever wrong?
Doubt rains shards of regret.
What changed your mind?
Your face a crumpled sepia
After image
In my mind's eye.
But the cadence of your voice
Lingers.
An echo in my grey heart.
Why can't we talk any more?
Raise my heart from the dead earth.
Make me complete.
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Had a few ideas for poems
. Some provoked by hearing the harpist, another inspired by an event at Murcia airport last Friday.
So what happened at Murcia? This is a tiny airport with only 3 gates, flights to Madrid and a couple of places in the UK. I had a surfboard, it only cost 8 euros but Francis so much wanted to take it home.
Tried to check it into the hold and was told that as it was sports equipment it would cost 25 euros to carry.
How ludicrous that was, so I tried to cram it into the suitcase without luck, whilst it was on the conveyor belt as well whilst the girl pretended to look the other way. So I told her I would trash it and took it off to find a bin.
Of course in these days of high security there was no bin in the place. I gave it to Steve and he said he would look outside for one and so off he went. I took the kids over by the doors to wait for him and in doing so noticed at least 10 Guardia Civil with green uniforms and pistolas. Oh dear, would they apprehend my suspicious looking husband?
Steve returned to the concourse, still carrying the surfboard and looking fraught.
There were no bins outside either. Then he started to panic as he saw all the guards. Surely they would notice the surfboard whereever we dumped it and a full scale security alert was sure to follow. I ridiculed him to no use.
In the end and totally exasperated I grabbed it from him and asked the girl in the Ryan Air kiosk to take it off my hands, which she did willingly.
Meanwhile a line of boys clutching footballs and soccer magazines had formed from doors to immigration control. I encouraged Dominic to join the line and I stood behind him. Some famous fotballer was obviously using the airport.
We got the digital camera out so as to be able to identify this famous person at a later date. A short while of waiting when a coach pulled up and the whole of the Real Madrid football team came out and walked through the concourse very close to us including David Beckham.
Now up until this point I had never really taken notice of him. I knew he was a talented footballer but despised him for his choice of wife, his courting of the press and his profligacy with money. Also the papers and TV had been full of tales of his affairs for the past fortnight to the point of saturation. However, I was strucjk by the delicacy of his features and the finenessof his physique, his silky hair pulled back in a ponytail, he looked like a porcelain doll in his blue suit. I wrote down my impressions and will mould them into a poem. I could see why people think he is classically beautiful for he was, quite thrillingly stunning. So when I have worked on it I will post the poem here.
Found a poem I was looking for which I wrote a few months ago
Breaking
Can you break your own heart?
Did you try?
Was it worth the pain?
Did you sigh?
Can you do it over and over
Because each time you
Give in?
Can you break your own heart?
Is it a sin?
Can you leave on a high?
Do you lie?
Is the pain too much to bear?
Made you cry
Is it because you have to win?
Can't lose or let him in
Will you break your own heart?
Is it a sin?